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MONDAY BLUES.....

Dear Diary, today was totally Monday Blues. I was soooo bored at work today & very tired. Felt like sleeping in the office & oh yeah, saw 'Mr Pretty Boy' today as I was making my way to the washroom. I saw his back, mind you!! Gosh, I could even recognize him from behind & yes, he was with a friend. I guessed they just finished patrolling around Sentosa & they headed to the pantry. At the back of my mind, I was thinking: "Should I just go over & say 'Hi' or go do my business?"

& you guessed it! I had to do my business!! pfft!~ Had diarrhea the whole day. Ate too much over the weekend. :(( After that, I was thinking of " Should I go over just for show?" & thinking back, decided against it. I had tons of work in the office. My mum says There will be other opportunities that I will 'bumped' into him. Insya'allah. Allah, grant my wish so that at least i could say hi to him..

- 2/28/2011 08:29:00 PM

I'm just going to have more confidence,Be happy & not going to hope for anything

Dear Diary, you know what? I've already sort out my thinking. I don't need a guy in my life for now. Except for dad, brother & cousins plus friends. I mean come on! So what If I AM SINGLE?? I CAN ENJOY LIFE WITHOUT ANY RESTRICTIONS!! Hahaha!! maybe from my parents. Standard. Concern wise. What more can I say? But without a guy in my life now, I can have other distractions. Like meeting up with friends, shopping, lazing around in my room, no waiting near the phone to wait for that someone to call. HAHAHAHA!!! Now, I'm just going to be confident, happy & not hoping for anything else. Cos Allah knows what's the BEST for me. :D If 'he' wants to come in my life, He can come along & I'll definitely welcome him with open doors. Just not sure when. I guess that's all for now.

- 2/27/2011 09:40:00 AM

Coming to the Weekend! Yeah Baby!!!

Dear Diary, today at work was fun. Had to take ranger pictures again but this time it was Team C. actually, had a good laugh. During lunch time, met up with Bestie, Sharifah & her Best Friend Yana. We talked practically about everything From work, school & yes 'Pretty Boy' but I didn't get to see him again :(( Well, anyway, she asked me why I can't wait to go back to school. I told her my reasons & you know what?? She said that "maybe you should stay here for a few more months & maybe might find your 'jodoh' here". I was like profusely shaking my head saying I don't know. It had me a lot of thinking while on the way back home. I mean we as Human Beings can only planned but Allah that decides everything. I talked to my Mother about this. She asked me this question: "Why are you so desperate?" I mean I'm not but I've been waiting for like so long. I just pray to HIM everyday to give me HIS blessings & fortune to my door. Cos Allah is the only One who can do this. My mother told me that many people out there are single. But I told her that everytime like my relatives or close friends are attached, there is this Syaitan trying to crush my heart. There is full of jealousy. Astaghfirullah. Please forgive me Allah but I can't help it. I know this sort of things, they can come in all sorts of directions & I'm hoping that YOU can open my heart, soul, & eyes. Let somebody out know that i'm worthy to be with.

Thank you to YOU, my family & friends who has always been there for me even though I may not have that special someone yet.

PS: This TIME, confirm going to Geylang, buy more clothes. Heeh. Can't wait!! I'm out of here!! Take care Diary! luv ya!!

- 2/25/2011 09:30:00 PM

HOPING EVERYTHING GOES WELL..

Dear Diary, starting tomorrow up till Tuesday or Wednesday minus off the weekends, I'm going to take the photos of the rangers. & Guess what?? The 1st team would be_____ team. Yeah, kinda dumb right for getting totally nervous cos ___ in the early shift tomorrow. I pray that everything goes well the whole week! Allah, please calm my heart & soul. Only YOU can ease this feeling!! Please....

- 2/23/2011 09:13:00 PM

WHY THE HELL AM I SO WORRIED?????

Dear Diary, I've been feeling so the miserable last night & today. Oh yeah, you know, My BFF Faiz is already attached with his schoolmate. So happy for him :) The only singles left are me & irzah. The other 3 are happily attached. I don't know why I'M SO WORRIED about not finding a boyfriend. I admit I'm very the shy but I don't want to make the same mistake twice. By going obsessive! I just don't know. I'm not suppose to feel this way but I am. I know Allah knows everything in my heart but I can't help wondering if I can really find 'him'. You know something else? My cuzzy Siha once wrote in Facebook 'without effort, Destiny won't work'. It's soooo true. & you know something else? My younger brother advised me NEVER to be in a relationship with a stranger BUT a friend. You want to know why? Cos a friend knows exactly who you are! Your personality, flaws,strengths, the best things about you that make them just happy being with you as WHO YOU ARE! I guess that's all.

- 2/21/2011 08:07:00 PM

Hanging Out with Besties!!

Dear Diary, Yesterday was the best day ever! After work, met with Darling Eza & Fina. Haven't seem them in a few months & you know lah us girls, once we meet, hug & shout in delight. Hahaha. Told them bout 'Pretty Boy'. ;) There was also Tham & Irah. We went out shopping at Cotton On. Practically bought myself a dress & a shirt. After that, had dinner at Seah Im Food Centre. Chatted & laughed. By 9pm, we're already off. I wish it was longer though. It was like not enough time. We we all so excited that we've totally forgotten to take pictures.

Went to Wet market with Ayah & Ibu today.Bought myself a black sweater to be worn together with the dress. Saw many new clothes. Tempted to buy them. Tomorrow going out with Ibu for shopping AGAIN. That's all for now. I gtg.

- 2/19/2011 06:18:00 PM

Just feeling Happy!!

Dear Diary, Guess what?? Today I saw 'Pretty Boy' at work. I was soooo happy. heeh. Kept grinning from ear to ear. I finished work early today. Ended at 5.30 pm. I'm not sure what I'm going to do tomorrow. Oh yeah, My Bestie called me after work today in the train. :)))

She asked me how was work vice versa. She told me that she's job-hunting now. She rejected the job offer at Great Eastern. It didn't make sense. Nonsense! & you know it, I told her bout 'Pretty Boy'. It wasn't suppose to happen but it did. *melts away* I'm wondering what to do with my salary. I know! Give it to Mother, top up my ez-link card & use a little bit of my money for shopping. :D Just going to buy a few dresses, sweaters or maybe pants. Still deciding. Guess that's all for now! Miss you diary! ;)

- 2/15/2011 08:15:00 PM

I wanna have a boyfriend can???

Dear Diary, i want to have a boyfriend can??? Hehehe... Yesaterday went out with my mum's side. Play bowling, go Singapore Expo, play with Nikkel, my nephew & go have dinner & went to Changi Beach. There's many things at Hall 4. Weddings, food, clothes, products. I was definitely awed by the Weddings showcase. Wow! very the Beautifullll!!!!

Ok, aku dah start mengatal..HAHAHA!!! Yesterday, was the best though. I get to played with my nephew who is like 1yr 3 or 4 mths old. Met him the first time.. Muka mcm bapak die seh. Heeh. Aft going expo, went home to my aunt's place for a while & continued playing with him until 9pm, where his mummy took him home. My cousin. Long time no see. She looks sooo different. & after that, went to have dinner & Changi Beach. kul 12.15 alik. Penat seh!

- 2/04/2011 09:15:00 AM

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I <3 my family & friends.Accept me wholeheartedly for WHO I AM.<3
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<3 Shopping, hanging out but HATES it when my legs give way when I'm having the fun of my life! ;
<3 Reading books,surfing the net, play comp games & listening to music
My family & friends can be extremely Annoyed at my attitude!
WHAT I WANNA DO: Get a freaking job! About time anyway! && pursue my studies part-time @ Singapore Poly or MDIS
Source of Inspiration: Daddy & Taufik Batisah <3!

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