FEELING LONELY
Dear Diary, I'm soooo lonely tonight. I got NO ONE TO TALK TOO! & I've been wondering aimlessly. There's nothing I can do. How I wish to go out & meet my Friends. I'm like in depression mode. Haha!! I can't describe how I feel like now. I'm just very sad :(
- 11/27/2010 12:02:00 AM
BIG SURPRISE!
Dear Diary, today will be the day! My bro will be_______ his hair! I'm SUPER EXCITED!! Heeh!! After I rebonded my hair, it will be his turn now. Yipee!! :))) Oh yeah, I'm going with him later. Most probably after lunch. Heeh..
I'm going off now!
PS: Confirm lepas adik dah rebond rambut kan, ambik gambar baru dia & letak kt fb! CONFIRM bnyk kwn2 die akan Comment ;)
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- 11/13/2010 10:46:00 AM
GOING THROUGH OBSTACLES BUT NOTHING HAS CHANGED FOR ME.
Dear Diary, today my dad asked me this question through sms:'Kak, why not you apply for sch? ITE, poly? Or find work as office clerk or receptionist?
My ans: I apply for school later. Finding work online. Why you suddenly ask?
CRAP!! THE BIGGEST LIE EVER!! God... i don't know what in the world to do anymore. I wanted to apply for poly but dad said isn't it too long? What if a guy comes & asks for your hand in marriage? blah blah...
My reason is simple: Age is not a factor for us not to keep studying. I mean, IF the time is right, I'll get married & at the same time pursue my dreams. But I have to ask for my husband's permission first IF he allows it..& yeah considering my age factor. You can't just keep chasing your dreams forever right?? There will be a time where you would have to settle down.
Arghhh!!! YA ALLAH, i don't know what to do anymore!!!!!! I want to continue pursuing my education but yet to apply for it & in terms of getting a job, I think I'm going to flunk again! No confident! Going through obstacles but nothing has changed for me. & IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M LAZY OF GETTING A JOB OK?? OR MAYBE TO APPLY FOR SCHOOL EVEN...
- 11/10/2010 11:20:00 AM
Cerita Si Capik
Hi Diary! You know what? There's this brand new drama on Suria: 'Si Capik'.
A story about a guy who can't walk properly. He had problems with his leg since birth or small. This guy, Reza is really pitiful. His family lives in hardship. His mum works as a food seller while his dad works as a chauffeur for a big boss. well, I don't know about the story much but i find the storyline interesting.
Perjuangan seseorang lelaki yang kurang upaya. sering dibuli di sekolah. Dipanggil nama, ditinggal kn kawan baik, kehidupan susah, & macam-macam lagi lah.
I just have to continue watching the story..heeh!
Cerita 'Si capik' tu kirakn jadi iktibar buat ku..tgk, mcm mane susah hidup ke, kurang upaya ke seseorang tu, kita tk blh berputus asa. Insya'allah klau kte doa, usaha, nnti Allah buka rezeki untuk kita.
We may not know what it is, but i guess I have to be patient in overcoming HIS obstacles first. hahaha...
That's all for now! Gdnite!
- 11/08/2010 10:41:00 PM
Yesterday was the best day ever for me!!!
Dear Diary! I'm so sorry for the late update but guessed who I met when I was about to go to school for the ITE Career Fair? First of all, Long lost friend & ex-schoolmate, Hazirah. Alhamdulillah, after not meeting her for 7 years, I finally saw her at Tampines Interchange while waiting for Fina & her other friends. Well, once I saw her, I called her name & she say me! :) We gave each other a big hug! It makes me feel happy to know that WE HAVE FINALLY MET! AFTER 7 YEARS!! While waiting for Fina, we chatted, I asked her how was she? If she got contacted anyone else after we graduated & vice versa. So once Fina came, we said our goodbyes & I sooo wanted to hug her again. Heeh.
After that, took the bus,arrived in school & saw my ITE bestie, A'zizah, Gave her a big hug but (actually she was the one who noticed me first!) Haha!! Ask her when to meet, she said she was busy doing project.& told me that she will call me using public phone & I HAVE TO PICK IT UP! .attended the fair & while we were busy applying for jobs,me waiting for my best friend's call, looking around, Fina & I saw Mdm Siti!!! She could not recognised me until Fina mentioned my name. Ya Allah, it's like been years since I last step into the school padahal baru je beberapa bulan tinggalkn skola.
After that, like 3 plus, headed to Tampines to eat at Long John Silver. After eating, print out my resume, we went back to I think, Tampines Mall or Century Square & guess who I saw?? Sec sch friend, Siti Hazar!! that's right! But I didn't get to ask what she is doing now. Murni setakat tegur dia je & said our hi's & she asked me where I was going. Told her heading home as I've got an interview tomorrow & that's the end!!
I MISS ALL OF THEM ALREADY!! :'(((
(oh yeah, if you're wondering if I get to meet my Bestie, I didn't, as she was so busy with her project & presentation)
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- 11/04/2010 02:39:00 PM
Diary!! I've made up my decision!! I'm going to settle for Private Education!! I'm getting old already. I had a late night chat with Daddy on Thursday & Guess what??? He's worried that I'm left on the shelf!! Takut org tk nk pinang anak dara die.HAHAHA!!! Sebab asyik nk capai impian je...But for me, minimum qualification would be degree. Tgk lah klau by than, ade org dah sudi nk aku jadi isteri die, kahwin lah & settle down to have a family. If not, then I'll just continue pursue my educaton & job. ;)
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- 11/01/2010 08:28:00 PM
