Wreak Disaster

MY MOOD OF THE DAY: CHILLING OUT! ;)

Addicted to Korean Songs & Chilling awayyy!!! ;)

Labels: relaxing mode

- 10/28/2010 08:14:00 PM

Lil Black Kitten!!

It's just a random pic.

Cute right this black kitten?

<3.

Labels: Random

- 10/27/2010 09:16:00 PM

Dear Diary, I'm keeping quiet for now.

I just want to be alone.

- 10/26/2010 07:28:00 AM

NO LONGER USING FACEBOOK!!!!

Labels: News

- 10/25/2010 10:10:00 PM

Be Grateful for everything Allah has given you.

Dear Diary, You know what? My brother & I had a debate with our cousin online. He's always so emo. I admit, I can get very frustrated with him because he doesn't learn to appreciate things that Allah has given him. Sad to say, one of his major problems is with girls & he said that he has used up all his courage to confess to Nani about his love. I find it ridiculous.It's not all about LOVE!!! Please GROW UP, WILL YOU???? He's not been grateful for everything that Allah has given him. You see, he has a laptop, Itouch, Iphone & is The Only Child. So his parents pamper him with everything he asked for. Spoilt right?? But that's his life. Well, both parents are working & their salary is much more better compared to my parents.

But I guess Allah has given some things to us, such as eyes, where you can see, nose, mouth, ears, heart, hands, legs, physical abilities even though if you're physically disabled, visually, hearing disabled etc etc. HE sees us FAIRLY!!( yg melainkan kite dari org lain, amalan masing2) NO FAVOURISM! Those are essential for us to live & eventually HE will take it all back when the time is up.& oh yeah, IT'S NOT FOR FREE!! I just don't understand my cousin at all. He once said to me that he rather die than live. I seriously don't know why. Life is not that all sad you know?? Even though your life may suck to the core for now, Allah has other plans for us. It's up to us to change our destiny. Whether we want it or not .Things don't always go our way. But I believe with Patience, Perseverance, Faith, & the Will to Hold on, despite the circumstances,

INSYA'ALLAH, ALLAH will guide us to the right path & eventually led us out of the tunnel. I mean, the test.

Yeah, I admit, us human beings may not have the patience when HE continuously test us with HIS obstacles. Sometimes, you just want to give up & don't feel like holding on anymore. But I always have to remember that once I give up on myself, Allah will give up on me too. So, I have to continuously pray to HIM, don't forget my prayers, gave my selawat to Nabi Muhammad SAW & INSYA ALLAH, HE will bring me out of this obstacle. Ok, I admit. I"M NOT HELPING MYSELF TO FIND A JOB! So, will ALLAH help me??? He will, but wait long long lah..

Labels: Be Grateful

- 10/24/2010 02:25:00 PM

Dear Diary, I think this week, I ate way TOOO MUCH!!! Hehehe...My stomach has been feeling bloated these past few days. I don't know why. & there's been tons of wind in it so yeah...it sucks to the core! You know, I was supposed to drink that 'teh org kampung' but somehow, I just hate the smell + the taste to be frank. Mum says not to drink it too often or you won't be able to go to the toilet. Hehehe! Well, anyway I'm not sure If I'm going to meet Babe Fina today at Orchard Central. If you want to know, what's up at Orchard Central, Fina works there. At a flea market! Yup, f-l-e-a market! Ok, why am I spelling it out one by one? If I can't make it today, I got tomorrow till thursday to come down. My mum & dad is not back yet from the wet market, I guess too many people & cars!! Hahaha...

I gtg Diary!!

Anything I'll update you!

♥

Labels: health

- 10/23/2010 12:37:00 PM

Dear Diary, I'm not trying to bring this subject again. But I have to. Remember that I told you the meaning of: Don't find love, Love will ultimately find you'? Yeah, that phrase if were to be translated in Malay means : 'Jangan kita mencari Cinta, biar Cinta mencari kita'. I'm not feeling down or anything. Just been doing a lot of thinking last night. I asked Fina a question about love. Is it alright to wait for it or just find it. Her advice: Just wait for it even though it's human nature to find that special someone.

She told me it's alright to find but the best thing first is to become friends & slowly from there they might be someone who you're waiting for?? & that was when I told Fina about my past(ingt2 lupa) & yeah, she didn't agree that much though. Saying that it was wrong of him to go MIA just like that without any proper explanation. After she heard my part of the story, she admitted that he acts like a jerk & I agree with her. What not, during that period, been trying to chat with him on msn but always busy, seldom see him in school & what's the worse was too see him with a girl few years back. But hey, I'VE FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT IT!!! So what right??? I'm happy now..I think. :)))) Only Allah knows how I feel right now :((((

When will it ever come? I'm just waiting to give my heart away..

Labels: wondering love

- 10/21/2010 01:42:00 PM

Dear Diary, I've yet to find or get a job by now. Still rotting at home. *slaps forehead* I'm feeling very down right now. Feel like crying cos I'm not helping myself at all!! :'( Seriously, I don't know what's happening to me now. After the TM inc programme ended, I've been rotting away at home. After that 1st interview kat ACRA, terus TARIN senyap mcm pe..Stupid siah!!! Entah masih ade interview lagi ke tk untuk aku nie?? Si sharifah dah dpt keje. Ya Allah!! Marah nye kat diri aku nie!!!!!!!!

Labels: Confessions

- 10/19/2010 09:50:00 PM

Dear Diary,I seriously gonna meet Babe Fina on wed to give her the cd. She's been waiting for a week or maybe 2 weeks. Kesian die. Since I'm free, I'm gonna meet up with her & tell her an irritating story. Hahaha!! Alhamdulillah, these past few days, I've been feeling okay I guess. No distractions whatsoever..(' -'). Yahoo!!!! & yeah, Erza finally gt a new job at NEA. I guess she's going to do just fine & hopefully this time, she'll stay longer on the job. ;) Well, anyway, I'm just waiting for a response from Fina now. I guess that's all for now. I gtg!! Take care Diary!!

Labels: meet ups

- 10/18/2010 08:36:00 PM

Dear Diary, you know the type of person i am right? I have to admit, sometimes being too frank with people you don't even know or simply put it an acquaintance spooks me out. I really, really, really have to be careful with adding people on Facebook nowadays. I don't want to get in trouble with the law. (WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING?) Well, I saw one of my friends did a mini photoshoot & she was just *faints* EXTREMELY GORGEOUS! hehehe..Her Boyfriend is so lucky to have her! ;) I guess that's all for now.. Thanks Diary! Love you!!

Labels: Confessions

- 10/17/2010 03:48:00 PM

Dear Diary!! Sumpah hari nie merepek bodoh!!! You know, sabrina's friend, si alan joe mcm tkde keje bodoh!! IRRITATING SANGAT!!! dah tkde keje ke pe die tu? Asyik nk 'picit' the Like button kt fb je???? SUMPAH!! Hari nie hari palling gongs sekali! Alamak, mcm gini kn, dah tk blh add org sesuka hati arh..Perangai merepek bodoh!! Fcuk!!!

Labels: Merepek BOdoh

- 10/16/2010 12:35:00 PM

Dear Diary, I miss my ITE bestie, Erza SOOO Much!! I'm going to see her next week. Heeh!
(^_^) Actually, I was supposed to meet her today for lunch but since I wasn't free, we made it a point to meet next week. She called me yesterday night. We talked about her life & mine. Laughed & chat on stop..hehehe! But yeah, she's kind of busy with her life so are the rest of my best friends, I think. Well, anyway, I told mum that I should just apply for Singapore Poly first. If I can get in that is. So what, if its four years? I'll just try. Oh yeah, Erza says the microeconomics & macroeconomics sux! && in poly, its so hard to understand cos the lecturer talks like a bullet train. lol!! Just says I have to be independant & yeah, she told me her classmates went from like 30 people to just 10 cos they don't understand. It's either they back out or defer. I can understand. Most of them are working & to study at the same time? It can be extremely tiring. Unless of cos, if you're Maya, my friend's classmate + friend who's not working so she can focus. But seriously, I just have to see how it goes from there. For now FINDING A JOB IS MY PRIORITY!! I guess I gtg! I'll update you again next week. For now, just lazing around as usual. take care Diary!! <3.

Labels: Updates

- 10/15/2010 08:52:00 PM

Dear Diary..I have to start working soon. I can't wait any longer. I'm just literally Rotting at home like decomposed mould. Yuck! Anyway, I've yet to make changes to my resume. Maybe later at night or when I'm in the mood than I'll update it. For now, just lazing around like a sloth. Lol!! Seriously, I'm deprived of money. Dad has been nagging at me saying that I just wanna meet my friends but I'm not working & don't have any money. So yeah! I'm in desperate need of money & Experience!!! I wanna know how it feels like to work. Most of my friends at the TM inc Programme, has yet to find work. They're just same like me rotting away.. 'Step-mum' was suppose to help but I seriously don't know if she's helping us or not. Pity my friends though. I guess we gotta have lots of patience in finding a job huh? Out of the 2nd intake, only 2 people managed to secure a job. The rest of us have yet to secure one. Anyway, I gtg!Update you if there's any news..

Labels: work

- 10/14/2010 02:29:00 PM

Hi Diary!! Guess what? I'm not going out tomorrow or on Friday. The weather very the hot like what!! pfft!!!

Lucky never go anywhere. Not working, no money, might as well rot at home lor.. *bitching again, slaps face*

I'm just waiting for the weather to 'cry' again..Hahaha!! Very the malas nk kluar!!! Nk jumpa feena bsk mcm mane eh? *scratching head* Aiyoo..nid to pass her the cd leh..*slams forehead on table* How ya??

Labels: Laziness

- 10/13/2010 03:20:00 PM

If I had a future boyfriend, would he be as the same size like me? (& definitely taller than me!)
If I had a future boyfriend, would he almost or slightly have the same features as me?
If i had a future boyfriend, will he accept me wholeheartedly for Who I Am?
If I had a future boyfriend, will he care & love me like how my family & friends did?
If I had a future boyfriend, will he be by my side when I need him?
If I had a future boyfriend, will he hold my hand & assure me that everything is going to be fine when I have doubts?

Labels: Imagination

- 10/11/2010 11:06:00 AM

Dear Diary! Today, I didn't go anywhere but watched the movie 'LAGENDA ANAK SETAN'. Actually, I'm so damn lazy to elaborate the story line. I suggest those who wanna watch go to youtube. Should I give the link? Nah.. If they want, they can go to my profile. Faz gave the link there.
I gtg Diary!!

Labels: Movies

- 10/10/2010 05:16:00 PM

Hi diary! I'm just writing down what I feel through here. You know, my friend Heera, I guess she still hasn't moved on yet. I assume she misses her ex-fiance or boyfriend badly :( But what to do? That guy has already moved on so should she. I've always admired her cos she's managed to put on a brave front, & she always reminds me to be strong. I admit, us women are very weak in terms of the heart but somehow there's always the support of family & close friends to set you in the right tune. Not only that, I guess praying to Allah also helps. At least He helps by easing the heart & soul & pray that you'll always have the courage to move on. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. I've had the same experience as her though but I've always remind myself that I'll find someone better & that Allah knows the Best for me :) I mean come on, Life may has its ups & downs but you gotta learn from it. I guess I did. Surprisingly, I've moved on with my love life. So what, if he's not there yet?? I'm still young. I got so many things to do & learn. Thinking about whether I'll meet that someone will just drain my energy. Hahaha!! Like what A'zizah once told me: Don't find love, love will find you unexpectedly ;)

- 10/09/2010 09:19:00 PM

Hi Diary!! Muzika Extravaganza was a BLAST yesterday night! Loaded with full performances frm veterans artistes & Fav artistes frm the 2 countries!
I especially LOVE THE PART when Taufik performed Addicted! ;)
He's SOOOO HOT!! lol! Always been anyway..& finally get to see Jaclyn Victor again!
I was freaking happy!! :)))
Oh & yeah, veteran singers, ramli sarip, rahimah rahim & aris watan also gave an outstanding performance!
BRAVOO!!
I guess that's all for now!

PS: CUTE kn Taufik?? ;)

Labels: Television

- 10/09/2010 11:24:00 AM

Dear Diary! I had bad luck today. Couldn't find my cuzzy, siha on facebook anymore!! :'(( (sob, sob)

Baru ingatkn nk suruh die link her blog to mine..alahai! Apelah nasib! Asl die nk deactivate die nye account? Dah tk minat agaknye? *shrugs shoulders*

Labels: finders keepers, losers weepers

- 10/07/2010 04:14:00 PM

Dear Diary, I've finally managed to put clothing on you with BFF Fina's help! :)) Thanks Babe! Well, anyway, i had to redo my profile. music & chat box for a bit but it was alright. I'M FINALLY DONE WITH YOU! Now I know how to link, change a bit here & there. I guess that's all!

OUT & AWAY! WEEEE~

Labels: Blogskin done

- 10/06/2010 10:54:00 PM

Hi Diary! I'm back home feeling super excited to see you! (chey wah! Mcm buah hati nmpk?) lol! Hmm..Anyway, I wonder who else should I link my blog to? My other friends? I probably should..My cousins? Yeah..I should.

Labels: Loving it

- 10/06/2010 08:35:00 PM

Dear Diary, I'm going out tomorrow instead. I'm meeting BFF Fina & BFF Irzah tomorrow at nlb bugis. Fina wants to help me with my blog. I mean, finding ways to put on the blog skin. I don't know if my other BFF Faiz would be kinda free to meet us for a bit. :( I've yet to meet Irzah & Faiz yet. Hahaha!! I miss them already! :))) Hmm...I didn't get to meet fina today as she's sick. So, tomorrow will be the day..Wad else am I suppose to say? I guess dat's all!! Ttfn!

Labels: Hang out

- 10/05/2010 01:47:00 PM

Hi Diary!! Last minute changes. I AM NOT GOING TO THE JOB FAIR! I don't know lah. Seriously I'm nt ready to enter the working world. Not mentally & physically prepared. That's the main issue here..Well, anyway, it's ok if I give it a miss this time. I'll probably find other things to do.

Labels: News

- 10/03/2010 11:57:00 AM

Hehehe..aft days & days of trying to add things, I've finally managed to put an IPod on you! So much for the headaches & frustration! Hahaha!

Labels: Editing session

- 10/02/2010 01:37:00 PM

Hi Diary!! I only took a short nap just now. I wanted to listen to music cds but somehow the speakers went bonkers so I had to resort to this. LAME RIGHT?? Well, anyway, the weekends coming but I'm nt going anywhere except for the career/education fair this sun wif mum & cuzzy..Just looking around. I guess... Gd news! (drum roll please!) Next week, on 8 Oct, Taufik Batisah & Jaclyn Victor will be on Muzika Extravaganza!!!!! Ahh!!!! SUPER EXCITED!!! I'm GONNA FREAK OUT I TELL YOU WHEN I SEE THEM!!! ( smilling gleefully!) HAHA!! I guess that's all for now..more tuning in to songs ;)

Labels: News

- 10/01/2010 11:36:00 PM

Hey, guess what? Attended a workshop on 'How to write a resume & how to impress during an interview'. Very3 interesting! ;) Furthermore, the volunteers are from Hp Hewlett Packard..I think dat's the full name :S & all of them were from the HR department. I got an insight on how not just to write your resume with facts, but try to elaborate more on the things taught or did in school or the courses attended.. I guess that's all for now! Bye!

Labels: News

- 10/01/2010 07:49:00 PM