Wreak Disaster

Learn To Let Go~

Dear Diary, you know what? I think I must learn to let go of the past. Only than will I feel at ease & be able to forgive myself. If I still keep holding on to the past, it will hurt me more & I won't be able to concentrate on things very easily. I guessed Allah wants me to be very patient & move on in life as usual. Maybe that is why HE asked me to wait for love. Even though it's late. It might be better?? I got to admit, there are times I'm frustrated of waiting & totally lost.Guys who I had crushes on, has already moved on so should I right?? I know. But I believe Allah had HIS reasons as to why that guy is not here yet.

All I got to do now is relax a bit & move on with my life. I've been too stressed about finding love! lol!

What's past is past. That is why it's history!! Gosh, Murni!! You have to stay strong!! There will definitely be someone for you! Believe in Allah, HE knows the BEST for you.

- 3/24/2011 08:26:00 AM

SLAMMING & SHUTTING THE DOORS TO MY HEART!!!! =D

Dear Diary, I'm giving up on finding love!!!! No longer capable of waiting & holding the door. I'm tired of it. Looking at how Allah made me this way, it could be both a blessing & a curse. I just don't know, looking back, I don't think I'll be able to find that other half. It's like I was born to do something better. Like concentrate on school. Focus on my family. Hang out with friends. I'm still single =D Hmm.... Allah!!! I GAVE UP ON FINDING LOVE CAN???? I'M SOOO TIRED!!!! SHUT THE DOORS TO MY HEART,SO THAT I CAN DIVERT MY ATTENTION TO SOMETHING ELSE!!!! Kabulkan lah Doa ku.

- 3/23/2011 11:31:00 AM

Outing with Darling Zyzy After 4 yrs!! Like finally!!!

Dear Diary, today met up with Dearest A'zizah after 4 years! Like Finally!!! After graduating from Nitec in Office Skills in 2007, I only managed to bump into once. Alhamdulillah, we met today & had great fun. Practically talked about everything. From my last day of work, siblings, family, friends, silly dreams, Blessings in disguise, relationships, guys etc etc...

Kecoh rabak kite org!! =D

Hahaha!!!! Told each other about what's been happening!! About what we talked, not going to elaborate here...heeh!!

- 3/21/2011 08:57:00 PM

My Heart Made It Known...

Dear Diary, yesterday in the morning. Attended a Call Centre Briefing with Sherry, Mel & Jing Jing. On my way there, waited for Sherry & once she arrived, we chatted. She asked me about 'Pretty Boy'. I said Just forget it. It's time I've moved on. Friday was definitely a blessing in disguise. Last day of work. Meant that I'm moving on with my life & leaving the past behind.

Met up with Mel. Attended the briefing. Told Tarin that I officially quit my job last friday. She told me I've changed myself. Let's just say in short.. Murni, you've become prettier. That was what she said. Gave her an explanation as to why it happened. I know? She's been a hypocrite! Totally ignored Mel & Sherry. Standard lah.

Later after briefing, went home. Cousins came over. Gone out again for family gathering till 3am. Told my mum Quoted" Mum, if Monday I was so rushing to work & then in the train, I've forgotten that I no longer work, then how? " She laughed. Told her about all my ex-colleagues & yes 'Him'.

I told her what If 'He' finds me? She mentioned that You guys are not fated to meet. Don't have high hopes on him. Time you move on & CONCENTRATE on school! =D *Mums!~*

I really need to have a strong will as to forget him.Insya'allah!

- 3/20/2011 11:52:00 AM

OUTING WAS FUN!!!

Dear Diary, today Me, Darla Fina & Irzah plus Tham had our lunch @ Seoul Garden, City Square Mall. The disappointing part was that Faiz COULDN'T MAKE IT! He had excuses like he was broke etc etc but I heard from Fina that on Friday, he went out with his NAFA friends for chalet or what & overnight there. I was like WTF?? Already & totally disappointed with him. Seriously. Especially Fina who made an advanced booking & as always, he can't make it last minute. Seriously, I can't be bothered with him anymore. It shows that WE ARE NO LONGER OF ANY IMPORTANCE TO HIM. If there are any outings in future, I won't bother asking him to follow. I don't know what else to say. & yeah, we had fun though. Went to the IT fair @ Suntec & took pictures at Marina Bay Sands.

PS: I'm so Lazy to work tomorrow & my feet is killing me from all that walking! =D

- 3/13/2011 08:48:00 PM

Going to be a packed Weekend!! Yeah!!!

Dear Diary, my weekend is going to be packed!! Cos tomorrow I'm having kenduri tahlil & Sunday, having lunch with my BFFs at Marina Square. Guess where we're headed to for lunch?? Seoul Garden!! Yeah baby!! Can't contain my excitement!!! =D Oh yeah, today, Allah really tested my patience. Things kept going wrong on the way home. My ez-link card was mismatched, my coins kept falling off, well only once & the journey from harbourfront to hougang roughly 2 hours. Well, I got to go!! Update you soon!! PS: I've let my colleague know I'm quiting my job. That means NOT fated to see 'Pretty Boy' anymore. =(

- 3/11/2011 09:28:00 PM

Rushing here & there

Dear Diary, I came back early to settle my school stuff. As you know, I've already let my colleagues at work know the outcome of my results. The problem now is that I need to submit my documents by the appointed deadline. My manager says I can still work part-time But she needs to know my schedule. She says it's not easy juggling your job & school. You got to be physically & mentally prepared.

I'm done with the passport photo. I think I'm going to have to take leave on Thursday. Need to print out, submit documents etc..Wow!! Very the blur!! Mcm kelam kabut gitu! mmg pun!! I think I need to rest now. I gtg!!

- 3/08/2011 03:18:00 PM

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Name: Murni Raffi
Age: Growing older each year!
I <3 my family & friends.Accept me wholeheartedly for WHO I AM.<3
My Hobbies!!
<3 Shopping, hanging out but HATES it when my legs give way when I'm having the fun of my life! ;
<3 Reading books,surfing the net, play comp games & listening to music
My family & friends can be extremely Annoyed at my attitude!
WHAT I WANNA DO: Get a freaking job! About time anyway! && pursue my studies part-time @ Singapore Poly or MDIS
Source of Inspiration: Daddy & Taufik Batisah <3!

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